As far as I can remember, this is my favorite dream of all times. And the funniest fact regarding it is that, it is not just a dream, but a nightmare. I'm in love with it..totally!
I was with this guy, good looking, nice and full of energy. It seemed like, we were in a relation, but im not sure. It was night time and we were staying in buildings like one roomed quarters. Now the dream was focusing on him, him realizing of a forthcoming danger and making a phone call to me who is in the neighboring quarters. I was holding a guitar and suddenly something occurs and that part is completely erased from my memory. All i can recall is that he was gone..!
But i was not all right about that. he was not all gone. he was still with me, as a blurred blue face on the walls, on the ceilings. He or rather 'it' now, was really protective and caring. Might have been loving me so much that he cant just part and was still continuing the same. I can recall him saving from some disaster by possessing a man and doing things that i cant decipher. you know, of course, dreams are not rational. Whatever, he was there, still loving me..a lot!
But, unlike him, I, was a bitch! Although I was thankful about the way he cared for me, now, fear dominated love. I was all scared, seeing his blue face all the time. Even when I was on the bed to sleep, it was there, right above my eyes, on the ceiling! I was scared, very much scared! But still..i loved him! I can recall that I called him by the name Courage! And the biggest contradiction is that although I was scared of him, I wanted him with me, always! I kept on calling him..always! yes! at the same time,I wanted him to be away and near me!
And 1 day, when i was in a very bad mood of mine, I screamed at him that i was afraid of him and asked him to leave me alone! Poor Courage! My dear dear Courage! He was hurt, very much hurt! The blue face vanished at once! Immediately a creepy loneliness blanketed me! I was all alone and I couldn't bear it! I ran after him calling out his name again and again and again..! But it was of no use anymore. He had already left!
But to return in another form! Vengeance! My foolish adrenaline rush turned him into a raging angry energy. The love was all gone! May be the spirits cant forgive! He started haunting me and the remaining is an erased part of my memory, except the knowledge that, it was tragedy, the terrifying night mare part, but still..so very beautiful!
And then..I woke up, with a blurred blue face, so well imprinted, embedded into my memory, that I wont ever ever forget it, that i cant ever ever stop loving it! My dear dear Courage! BQ9E25Y3EKXQ
I was with this guy, good looking, nice and full of energy. It seemed like, we were in a relation, but im not sure. It was night time and we were staying in buildings like one roomed quarters. Now the dream was focusing on him, him realizing of a forthcoming danger and making a phone call to me who is in the neighboring quarters. I was holding a guitar and suddenly something occurs and that part is completely erased from my memory. All i can recall is that he was gone..!
But i was not all right about that. he was not all gone. he was still with me, as a blurred blue face on the walls, on the ceilings. He or rather 'it' now, was really protective and caring. Might have been loving me so much that he cant just part and was still continuing the same. I can recall him saving from some disaster by possessing a man and doing things that i cant decipher. you know, of course, dreams are not rational. Whatever, he was there, still loving me..a lot!
But, unlike him, I, was a bitch! Although I was thankful about the way he cared for me, now, fear dominated love. I was all scared, seeing his blue face all the time. Even when I was on the bed to sleep, it was there, right above my eyes, on the ceiling! I was scared, very much scared! But still..i loved him! I can recall that I called him by the name Courage! And the biggest contradiction is that although I was scared of him, I wanted him with me, always! I kept on calling him..always! yes! at the same time,I wanted him to be away and near me!
And 1 day, when i was in a very bad mood of mine, I screamed at him that i was afraid of him and asked him to leave me alone! Poor Courage! My dear dear Courage! He was hurt, very much hurt! The blue face vanished at once! Immediately a creepy loneliness blanketed me! I was all alone and I couldn't bear it! I ran after him calling out his name again and again and again..! But it was of no use anymore. He had already left!
But to return in another form! Vengeance! My foolish adrenaline rush turned him into a raging angry energy. The love was all gone! May be the spirits cant forgive! He started haunting me and the remaining is an erased part of my memory, except the knowledge that, it was tragedy, the terrifying night mare part, but still..so very beautiful!
And then..I woke up, with a blurred blue face, so well imprinted, embedded into my memory, that I wont ever ever forget it, that i cant ever ever stop loving it! My dear dear Courage! BQ9E25Y3EKXQ
